I’m tired of being let down.
I’m tired of trying.
I’m tired of putting in the extra mile.
I’m tired of being sad.
I’m tired of believing In things.
I’m tired of feeling like this.
I’m tired of overthinking.
I’m tired of being in this shit hole.
I’m tired of being away from people.
I’m tired of life.
I’m tired of losing sleep.
I’m tired of being tired.

I’m tired, I’m tired hiding this act like everything is okay with me, when truth be told I’m NOT OKAY. I have been in a twisted, depressed world for the past how many MONTHS. I strive for happiness, but it feels like I’m always falling back. There are times where I think I’m “happy” but its just a phase with me. I feel like I’n the biggest failure ever, everything just goes wrong no matter how good i do. I just want to fall into a damn coma. I’m tired of dealing with everyday bullshit, I’m tired of always trying to play that ” happy girl” cause at the end of the day, that “happy girl” is not ME.

_shnacatap